Steven
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The results in the end are what I strive for. It gives my hobbies a direction and a purpose. I use a methodical approach and plan to guide me in obtaining the results I'm capable of. The path can be arduous, frustrating and almost an impossible task to take on. I have bipolar II disorder. It's crippling when it hits. In spite of that, I have no intentions of letting this take me down entirely. I have always come back to continue my personal passions. I believe I have demonstrated this. I used to take the entire 7.5 ft. tall stack of the Saturn V to a local Starbucks for therapy.
It worked wonders even when I isolated myself for several months never stepping out of the house.
Ironically, I have adapted extremely well to the lockdown situation.. The only silver lining to being bipolar. My doctors were impressed in regards to developing my own form of therapy. It's been roughly 8-9 months since those visits. Today I dropped in to pick up a mint mocha. They were so happy to see me and I them. A warm welcome by all involved. Even that short stay felt so satisfying. A real connection was brought back. I could tell by their eyes they were smiling under their masks. I miss those interactions. So, when I can, I do what little I can on this project. It hasn't been easy. We have the dreary weather kin to the UK I believe. It can be depressing without the comfort of the sun. So one must choose their own ways of dealing with repression and depression.
I drum, drag race and build flying models. They occupy much of my time when possible. I also live in an environment that is peaceful, tranquil and beautiful. This is a deliberate, planned approach in dealing with adversity. It works. I highly recommend to anyone to strive for excellence. When you get there, you will have no doubt about it. It feels like you just climbed to the top of Everest. Just don't eat the yellow snow.
It worked wonders even when I isolated myself for several months never stepping out of the house.
Ironically, I have adapted extremely well to the lockdown situation.. The only silver lining to being bipolar. My doctors were impressed in regards to developing my own form of therapy. It's been roughly 8-9 months since those visits. Today I dropped in to pick up a mint mocha. They were so happy to see me and I them. A warm welcome by all involved. Even that short stay felt so satisfying. A real connection was brought back. I could tell by their eyes they were smiling under their masks. I miss those interactions. So, when I can, I do what little I can on this project. It hasn't been easy. We have the dreary weather kin to the UK I believe. It can be depressing without the comfort of the sun. So one must choose their own ways of dealing with repression and depression.
I drum, drag race and build flying models. They occupy much of my time when possible. I also live in an environment that is peaceful, tranquil and beautiful. This is a deliberate, planned approach in dealing with adversity. It works. I highly recommend to anyone to strive for excellence. When you get there, you will have no doubt about it. It feels like you just climbed to the top of Everest. Just don't eat the yellow snow.
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